LaWlz x2i

I had things to talk about, but I suddenly lost them. Fuck!

So I’ve been trying to convince myself that I want to do something, particularly my homework, but so far that hasn’t happened. I’ve gotten as far as having my math book in my lap which is probably as far as I’ll get.

I’ve been sleeping a lot lately which means I’ve been having lots of dreams. Before my mom woke me up this morning by calling me, I was dreaming about how I was involved in a very intricate burglary scheme where each of us was in charge of a thing that the group needed. i was in charge of food so i crashed my car into a semi truck that was full of bacon so I could steal the bacon. there was a detective interviewing me because she knew I was part of this intricate scheme and she had the biggest eyes ever! my friend jeannine was in the dream and she had a twin…which was weird.

This summer I’m taking writing 122 online and math 95. The writing class is going well, but the math class not so much. I have failed two tests and I’m pretty sure I’m going to fail the class.Yeah so I suck. Oh well. I can just retake the class.

Now the cat is on my lap instead of the book so i guess I went backwards.

So I just dropped the psychology class I was signed up for and added a piano class which I’m 2nd on the waitlist for. Also, I’m 5th on the waitlist for math 95. Yeah I signed up for it since I know I’m going to fail it.

oh yeah so i changed my mind about what I want to do AGAIN. I want to become a lab technician which requires a associate’s degree. Kinda feels like a cop out but whatever. Hopefully I will be happy and enjoy it. I’m supposed to apply for the program after fall quarter, hopefully I’ll get in. If I don’t I don’t know what I’m going to do.

I’m tired of blabbering so I’m going to go now.

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