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Seriously this scientific paper makes me want to kill myself. The fact that I can’t write it makes me feel like such a failure. It has depressed me so much.

Which is why I want to drop the class.

Even though it would be a loss on many levels, I think the benefits to my mental health out weight the others.

Losses:

I love the class, except for the stupid paper.

$350, that I’m sure financial aid would make me pay to them.

5 credits.

I like my teacher.

Gains:

I would have a lot more time to spend on my other class work, that I seem to slack on, especially when it comes to sociology.

I could drop microbiology summer quarter and start exploring my other options.

My mental health would be a bit better. I think.  I’m not sure if Iwould feel more or the same depressed because I dropped the class because I failed at a part of it.

Fuck. It’s late I need to go to sleep.

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