Do you remember me?

It’s Sunday and I haven’t accomplished anything today. I haven’t seen anybody today. My life is lonely.

I lied though, I have accomplished something.

I cleaned my room, did some laundry and vacuumed the upstairs.

Real. Fucking. Exciting.

I’m bored. I have work to do, but I don’t want to do it. I don’t want to do anything.

I do want to go back in time, to the past when I thought my future would be happier. When the present seemed happier.

I’ll go to the backstreets of the world where the stars don’t shine and the air is lonely.

I had such strange dreams last night. In my one dream I was trying to suffocate monsters with a zip block bag.

“There’s a trapdoor in the country, Where we can disappear” The Silver Jews

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